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How do you expect me to fight for your love? A one sided love doesn't work.
How am I supposed to know if you do? You didn't give the least signal, so,
I suppose you don't.
There's only shadows all around, shadows of you, shadows of me and a little
light that comes and alleviates the tortures of the free crazy thoughts that
press me.
It's almost a year on, a year I've been mourning in your absence. Soon it will
be over and I'll stop mourning for you.
I am so sorry, though, but what the heck, I was not the one who cheated. . .
People often talks too much about what they don't know. . . .you were like a
godess to me, they didn't see it. .. they just judged. . . and you trusted them.
You didn't realize that most of the efforts I did, I did for you, I did thinking
in our future. . . I broke my back at work just for you, and you didn't see
it. Well, reminds, reminds, reminds, torture our souls sometimes. . . now
I am happy with Lizzy, I'd just like to honor the past remembrance of our
ways that got connected somehow in one that now, apparently forever, is broken.

Got a cold

Goodness ! I've been healthy from cold since last year. Now I am kind of dizzy and with headache. . . Hope I am going to get better soon enough !!!

My new relationship goes fine, I guess. We have a lot more things in common than the ones I had with Clara. However, that, too, can be a problem at large.

This holly week I spend a lot of time exercising. I bought a machine and now I am going to add some
muscles to my body, I guess it is a good time to add them .

Lizy and I made up a mechanism to help my blind robot kind of locate itself in space like a blind person, that is: using a staff. It will be funny. . . with all the aluminium in place, only some circuitry and screws to place and it will be functional soon.

To help me with my chess Game, I designed and built a chess Clock, which actually works. The PCB's
are ready and I think we 're gonna be transfering it from protoboard to pcb this week.

I hate to pay unuseful taxes, but you know . . . .death and taxes. . . . next month is my turn for the later. . . hope the former to wait for a loooong time ;)

That's all for now. . .. C. U. LAter.